In this new city, I walk the streets at night and find a new kind of scum.

I find ignorance, stupidity, and within that ignorance I find an unwillingness to listen.

These people choose to ignore what makes the world rotten and bitter and cold. They choose to ignore what makes murder rates spike and men in suits get paid thousands of billions more than they should. They ignore everything, down to the corrupt local politics to global-scale scandals, down to the child getting beaten by her prostitute mother to the child brazen enough to complain about getting an allowance.

These people are ignorant.

I must fix them.

I will show them what the real world looks like.

They will call me insane. They will call me a sociopath and a psychopath and a neurotic mess. They will send me to doctor after therapist after psychologist, and I will not go.

I am Urban Justice.

You can't hide forever.

Hello.

That is, if anyone's still reading this.

My God, haven't updated in... I don't know, a year? Or more? Christ.

Anyway, I'm here. Sup? Been gone a long time. I had to go deal with the suck for a while, but I'm (at least) temporarily back.

I'm 15 now, which means I've had this journal for 5 years. What the Hell. I'm entering my Junior year of High School, and Goddamn, does school suck.

Anyway, how the fuck are you doing?

Oh, and the Priness Diaries, too. Haven't been here in a long ass time due to lack of all space and time and internets-Yes, my internets became pluralized while we were gone. Don't know how that happened, but yeah. Now in my freshman year of RMEC High School-13 and in 9th grade. I'm jolly well fucked, huh? Mom-diving foer now-My winter concert is on this moday, peoples-Come or be hauled off. DECK MY HALLS, MOTHER FUCKERS! South Florida, and we're having a WINTER CONCERT. We don't get snow, we get HURRICANES. And I'm sick of all this touritst-y, whiny, bitchy, suck-dungeon kind iog shit. It's like I live in the fucking Fire-Nation, dammit. And yes, my typing is shit, but that's because I'm typing really fast, because I need to study for finals but I'm going to miss them amyways because of my idiot teacher's dumb, lame-ass performance for a season that we don't get here anyways, and cked. How do you take a Chinese Mid-term? I mean, fuck.

My mom is pissing me off. She won't stop crying, and she's always expecting me to be the adult here, but guess what? I'm not, dammit. It's not my fucking job to help her all the time, to get involved with finacial issues, or to be forced to put up with her bullshit! I am so tired, man. I haven't slept in around 2 days because my mom told me to watch out for her and if my dad comes home to call the cops. Guess what? It's not my job. It's not my job to have to protect her from somebody who isn't even there. It's not my job to check the bills, or to fill out legal papers linked to the divorce! It's not my job, dammit! Yet I'm being forced to do this because my mom had a nervous breakdown and still hasn't stopped crying. She talks to herself, and keeps yelling at me, even though I haven't done anything. I'm misrtable, I can't handle this, and I'm sick of my mom's bullshit. She crys every day all the time, but I'm not allowed to cry. I haven't cryed once since this whole thing started. And you know what? I sliced my arm using a paper clip, a sewing needle, and a hair pin. And, since she's all cruel psycho tyrant on me, she keeps telling me that, quote, "If I die, then at least I can die with dignity. Don't go with your father. If I die.." and she keeps on saying it over and over. I'm sick of her shit, goddammit! She should pull herself together and stop with all this bullshit, but you know what? She won't. It's not healthy for me to be forced to live with a neurotic broken down mom with cruel intentions. She's torturing me now more than ever, and I have nowhere to turn, because I'm just a useless kid who doesn't know what she's talking about. I hate life, and I want to die. I want to kill myself to get away from my mom.

Meh.

Hi. It's been forever, but I'm here. I'm back.

I`m начиная сверх на журнале anothe потому что я пролом от всего for a while. Я мог быть назад, но untill, котор вы вычисляете это вне, I`ll было пойдено. Ya влюбленности, bye.

I`.m, das rüber auf periodischem anothe weil Bruch 4 von gesamtem für eine Weile anfängt. Ich könnte zurück sein, aber untill, waren Sie welchem Sie diese Außenseite errechnen, I`.ll wurden gegangen. Ya Liebe, Tschuess.

I`.m commençant plus de sur l'anothe périodique parce qu'infraction 4 d'entier pendant un moment. Je pourrais être de retour, mais untill, étiez vous ce qui vous calculez cet extérieur, I`.ll avez été allé. Amour de Ya, bye.

I`.m que comienza encima por anothe periódico porque abertura 4 de entero por un rato. Podría estar detrás, pero untill, usted era cuál usted calcula este exterior, I`.ll fue ido. Amor de Ya, adiós.

I`.m che comincia sopra sul anothe periodico perché frattura 4 da intero per un istante. Potrei essere indietro, ma untill, eravate quale calcolate questa parte esterna, I`.ll siete stati andati. Amore di Ya, arrivederci.

I`.m αυτό αρχίζει ανωτέρω από το anothe περιοδικό επειδή ανοίγοντας 4 ακέραιου του αριθμού από για λίγο. Θα μπορούσε να είναι πίσω, αλλά untill, ήσαστε όποιοι που υπολογίζετε αυτό το εξωτερικό, I`.ll πήγαν. Αγάπη ήδη, αγαθό αντίο.

Done.

damn. i still havent gotten the friggin - gotta go. emergency.

I dunno. the previous post was supposed to be posted to gx_rpg, not this journal, so, uh, yeah. ignore that.

Okay. I`m starting over, due to comments like the ones on the entry below, and this time, I`m trying to keep the community positive. So, if you dont like what I`m doing or how I type, then you can complain, but do it in a nice way, please. Contrary to my username, I am NOT 11, so please do not treat me like I am. I`m sorry if I soung mean, I`m just trying to find people who like the show and arent total assholes. so far, i`ve only found one, and that`s sk_chan. If you would like to join, please fill out the application on the userinfo and comment on this entry. You will recieve a go-ahead from me to start posting. I`ll try to check for new applications as much as possible. Thanks.

hi. i`m at school now, and i`m really damn tired. my idiot freinds are probably talking over by the magazines in the library. blah. too tired...

been too busy to update. sorry. must do h-w.

i scored a 0.4 on the rate your life quiz. the average is 5.0. hah.

this is an insider community - only for those who go to my school. it`s called royals_bite, because my school mascot is the redland royals. plus, we just really hate both the administrators and the school.

see the last entry to get this:

Tonight's the prom. Here are the results:

Alfredo is going with Zoe
Zoe is going with Alfredo
Stephanie is going with Brandon
Brandon is going with Stephanie
Mystery Boy is going with Dominique
Danielle still doesn't have a date!
Dominique is going with Mystery Boy
Mystery Two Boy still doesn't have a date!


6 out of 8 students have dates!

The King and Queen of the prom are
Alfredo and Zoe

one word: YES!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i`m playing avatar high on the-n.com, and i put me and my freinds and my crush`s names for the characters. well, guess what?

Alfredo is going with Zoe
Zoe is going with Alfredo
Stephanie is going with Brandon
Brandon is going with Stephanie
Mystery Boy still doesn't have a date!
Danielle still doesn't have a date!
Dominique still doesn't have a date!
Mystery Two Boy still doesn't have a date!


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

seriously, i have a real life crush on Alfredo. coincidence? i think not.

i shouldnt have trusted you. i shouldnt have told you that i like Alfredo. i have been nothing but nice to you when all the others hate you, and you repay me by telling Ivy and Alfredo that i like him! how dare you betray my trust? i was a fool to trust you. now Ivy hates me and Alfredo is on to me! you made me look like an idiot! you ruined my only chances at Alfredo! you should know that i hate you now. yeah, that`s right, i diddnt misspell it. I HATE YOU. no boy has ever liked me before. ever. i`ve never been asked out to a dance before. the only comments i ever get from boys is about how ugly i am or how "weird" i am. well, you just ruined my one chance of ever getting anything close to having a guy for a freind who doesnt think i`m weird or doesnt think i`m ugly. thanks, katie. youre just another person who has betrayed me. i`ll tell you all of this in person at school. no name calling, no fighting, just this. just my words. thanks again, traitor. i even asked you not to tell anyone. and you tell anyways. i should have known not to trust you. i shouldnt trust people i diddnt even like from the beginning.

i just thought of some spice names for some of the people on my freinds list:

acresofhope - religious spice

11andweird - weird spice

alicedilly - potter spice

leo_n_aqua - sharkie spice

esper_yuri - esper spice

deviantart - arty spice

kiwi_kero - alchemist spice

rent - music spice

leaf_village - ninja spice

nicolai_technus - technology spice

moulin_rouge - revolution spice

mypeacetank - anti spice

teen_titans - superhero spice

mythbusters - science spice

family_guy - funny spice

gothmoth - chazzed up spice

misawadaichi - smart spice

added - people spice

clez_ficlets - tom spice

h5n1 - flu spice

yugioh_gx - juudai spice

dannyphantom - ghost spice

fma_sins - sinful spice

iamheartspants - heart spice

get_fuzzy - katt spice

die - depressing spice

me_so_dead - liberal spice (right on!)

post_here - community spice

that`s all i can think of for now. if you think of one, feel free to leave it as a comment!
by the way, so i dont get sued by the spice girls, this is NOT my idea. ask the spice girls.